So back to square one. Ahah oh wells, whatever, just take it easy and let life happen. I’m seriously looking forward to applying everywhere. It’s going to be an adventure. And meet new people. I should find more normal people lmao, but maybe that wouldn’t be as fun.
Like a gift from the heavens, it was easy to tell
It was love from above that could save me from hell
She had fire in her soul it was easy to see
How the devil himself could be pulled out of me
lol so different maybe not?
so tired right now. just finished cleaning up after huge thanksgiving party which i was late for because of work. lol thats okay i drove home as fast as i can when they let me off cause i kept asking. yoko ono congrats. i dunno just trying to switch up the pace. anyway im still looking for the right reasons but tonight would be one of them just cause you suprise me.
kind of disappointing, aaah Tim Burton could have done much better, now I kinda don’t regret not watching it in theaters. I keep listening to the soundtrack of Nightmare before Christmas. Right now Sally’s song is stuck in my head.
What will become of my dear friend
Where will his actions lead us then?
Although I’d like to join the crowd
In their enthusiastic cloud
Try as I may, it doesn’t last
And will we ever end up together?
No, I think not, it’s never to become
For I am not the one
To Jay while watching Supernatural:
Yeah you know that tattoo on Sam’s chest? It makes him invisible to demons and angels. He got it from Castiel.
Jay: So Cas tatted him up?
To Jay: Yeah, he branded them and said you bitches are mine.
Vanity thy name is Woman.
If I touch a burning candle I can feel no pain.
If you cut me with a knife it’s still the same.
And I know her heart is beating.
And I know that I am dead.
Yet the pain here that I feel,
Try and tell me it’s not real
For it seems that I still have a tear to shed.
Last night gained another confidante, who seems so interested in real life dramas. Lol it’s a fun talk. And very insightful too. So if it were up to me, will I take the risk once more? I’m still wounded from last time so I’m cautious. If I give too much again I might end up in the same spot. But with me I can’t help it, that’s just the way I am. Maybe someone can accept that. For sure I’ll be guarded this time, however, I’ll still enjoy it. Just let it happen naturally.
I’m in such a weird place right now, I should just let the dice roll.